i'm sorry:/

as much as i want to, i'm not supposed to.

i cannot be that annoying one anymore, to ask you to not hang up.

you've got your priorities, and i'm no longer one of them.

it's because i'm trying.

it's because i made that promise.

but, this really hurts...

tell me what to do.

Tomorrow's the last day of 2010.

I feel scared to enter the life of 2011. I really am:/

This was exactly how I felt on the last day of 2008, when we entered the Olevel phase. But, it's worst.

No doubt, Alevel is my greatest concern, but it isnt my only one...

When next year comes, everything has to stop being about you.

In fact, it should have been a long time ago.

But, I'm just not ready for it...

I just woke up from a really really bad dream:/

It got me so mad I was yelling at people in the dream.

Then came another part, totally unrelated to the first, that made me really sad.

I woke up to find most of my plushies being thrown on the floor, and I was tearing:/

It's one of the dreams I ever had that I remember so clearly, and that the emotions I felt still lingers in me even after I have awaken...

Scary much.

I stayed up and waited for you to return the call, cause you said you will.

But perhaps I shouldnt have.

Time to blog about yesterday!!

Watched Hello Stranger, finally.(: [With Lynette, Jovi and Yeeshan!!]

It was super funny!!

But it made me feel like an idiot.

One moment I was crying, the next I was laughing so hard. Had no idea what was I doing... Haha.

The ending was rather unexpected though.

Everything in the movie reminded me of you...

Had a Christmas Celebration with the Truggers in the evening!

Enjoyed it a lot!! Super fun(:

Hmmm... But I spent a lot yesterday:/

Had to cab back also, cause we missed the last train. Argh.

I need to start saving up!!

Homework time:/ Argh.

Yeeshan: I'm proud of you writing such impressive stuff at the age of 11 too!! It's rare for young kids to have a mind of their own. Well, at least I'm pretty sure I was that matured when I was P5. Haha.

Another sleepless night:/

Woke up early for tuition at 9.

First lesson.

"Next year is the time when you'll have to sacrifice not only your CCA, but also your friends AND family..."

Impression of teacher: He's gonna turn me into a mugger.

When that really happens, friends please dont think I'm weird and stay away from me:/

Homework for the week: (Tutorials + Lecture Notes Examples) X 4 CHAPTERS

Good luck to me(:

kelly needs to stop being stupid.

i can remember when it was me.

After procrastinating for an entire day, kelly finally got down to work at 11.30p.m.

At least she did something today!!(:

Turning in now, nights pals!!