i'm back home.
i dont like this feeling, like how nothing had happened at all.
you did so much to make everyone go through this whole shit, and overnight, just because you dont like how things are and you're regretting, you expect others to feel the same way you do, to forget and go back to how things were like before.
it just doesnt work that way.

the feelings are coming back, stronger than before.
i wish i could rant it out here, but no, i cant.